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Emptiness


Why is it that a half-empty glass is pessimistic
When it could be the ultimate optimism
For only an empty vessel may be filled again
There is ecstasy in emptiness
Like a satisfying shit
Belly buzzing with joy
That feeling of Lightness
Of Possibility

Sunyata
Emptiness brimming with bliss
Euphoric and free
Unbound, untethered, unburdened
Liberated and lifted
Out of the darkness
Dissolving in the boundlessness
Of the void






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